Post by Paul on Dec 16, 2004 9:22:38 GMT 9.5
SHEP - MY STORY.
I was not the best dog in the world, I was good, well, perhaps sometimes brilliant, but never the best.
My Master was good, he was perfection, he told me where to go, how to do it, and when work was finished, we sat together. That was the best part of my day
My Master was very special and I know that he loved me.
When the day’s work was done he used to tickle that special spot behind my ears, my chest, even the base of my tail and if the fancy took him, he would lift me bodily in his strong arms and cuddle me close to him.
His clothing smelled of sheep, tobacco and me, the smells were warm and comfortable and I always felt safe. The familiar scents give me a feeling of security and often reminded me of my Mother.
I didn’t know Mum for long, just a few short weeks, first she was just a warm lump to snuggle up to. I was blind and very small, the comfortable smell of her teats drew me to her. Gently nustling for position with my brothers and sisters I managed to find a teat and drink my fill of life.
Barely old enough to stand on my own four feet and just six weeks old, my Master came and lifted me from my brothers and sisters. His huge hands descended like shovels and scooped me from the bosom of my mother, “he’ll do, just the one for me”, he said.
He was both gentle and rough at the same time, lifting me by the scruff of the neck which hurt me until his other hand supported my weight.
I was whisked away from all that I loved, my Mother brothers and sisters, but I felt secure, held tightly against the warm interesting smelly clothing, of the human. So began my partnership with a man who would mean more to me than anything else in the world.
“I’ve a name to call thee”, he said, “I think I’ll call you Shep, sort of short for Sheepdog”.
To be truthful, I didn’t really understand what he was saying, but the word Shep kept being repeated and eventually it dawned on me, that was my name.
Time passed. With the help of my Master I could muster sheep in the direction he wanted them to go within minutes. Under his guidance I was able to get huge flocks moving at a pace which was acceptable to both the sheep and my master, it was a hard life but a good one. Then one day, my whole life was turned upside down
It was a hot dusty day when I found my master lying on the ground. I was puzzled, many times I had seen him on a bed, even on a couch but never on the ground. I approached with my tail wagging, ears straining to hear the tone of his gentle voice. It was going to be another busy day for us, more sheep to muster and when the work was slack I was allowed to chase rabbits, sometimes I even managed to catch one for our dinner.
I sniffed at Master’s ear, gave it a lick, but he didn’t move. I sat back and pawed his still body trying to awake him, he still didn’t move. Puzzled, I lay beside him and laid my head upon his outstretched arm waiting for him to wake up.
The sun was high in the sky when another human came by, he knelt by the side of my master and exclaimed, “Oh my God”.
Then it seemed there were many people who lifted my master onto a litter and took him into a building. I followed not understanding what was happening. Why were we not going to muster sheep? What was wrong? For two days I lay watching the building then finally a very large box carried by two men came out of the door. Normally I wouldn’t have taken any notice but I could smell my Master.
Following the box, the two men made their way to the railway depot where they laid their load onto a trestle. When they left, I worked my way unseen to the box, stood on my back legs and sniffed, “Yes, Master was there” my nose told me so.
I had been without food or water for three days, that was small discomfort so long as I was back with my Master. Soon he would get out of the box and feed me, then we could round up sheep the next day.
Sleeping fitfully under the box, a loud piercing whistle rent the air and one of those strange monsters that were chased by many smaller ones, stopped close to where I was lying.
It was as if the whole world came alive at that moment, for amidst the smoke from the strange monster, people began to emerge from its inside while other people were climbing inside. Humans in strange hats began to handle boxes into the big hole which appeared in the side of the monster, I didn’t like it, and was very frightened. Two of the humans in strange hats approached my position.
A low rumbling growl leapt involuntary from my throat and I bared my teeth. Never had I done such a thing to a human before but I considered their advance a threat to my master. One of the humans kicked at me and I had to retreat from under the trestle to avoid being hurt. I did consider biting him but I knew my master would have disapproved.
My master’s box was loaded through the monster’s hole, twice I attempted to follow the box through but each time I was chased off by the human who had tried to kick me. Finally the hole in the monster disappeared, I stood up on my back legs where the hole had been and barked a warning to my Master. I whined and scratched furiously at the hard sides hoping to make a hole so that I could climb inside.
Once again the loud whistle sounded and the monster began to move. I walked along side at first but the monster began to move faster and faster until I was running more swiftly than I had ever run before. Eventually the monster began to move so fast that I could no longer keep the pace. That was when I felt the pain. Not the pain of my heart beating at such a rapid rate, or the gravel tearing at my pads but the pain of failure and loss.
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